Many people know that the past 11 years have been very hard for me. There are many reasons; none of them need to be elaborated on anymore. But my mind has been in a constant turmoil all that time. Making decisions has been hard because of my constant second-guessing. And I always had so much on my mind, I was very easily distracted and restless. That drove me (and my daughter) crazy. In the 3-1/2 weeks I have been in Pennsylvania, that is gone. There is nothing churning inside. I am focused on and moving forward with my goals. I know my time frames, and am concerned with them, but they are not weighing me down.
It feels wonderful! It is hard to communicate how truly great this is. A new adventure literally waits around every corner, and I'm so excited about the possibilities! I didn't think I would ever be so excited about life again, but here it is!
"I learned this, at least, by my experiment: that if one advances confidently in the direction of his dreams, and endeavors to live the life which he has imagined, he will meet with a success unexpected in common hours."
It feels wonderful! It is hard to communicate how truly great this is. A new adventure literally waits around every corner, and I'm so excited about the possibilities! I didn't think I would ever be so excited about life again, but here it is!
"I learned this, at least, by my experiment: that if one advances confidently in the direction of his dreams, and endeavors to live the life which he has imagined, he will meet with a success unexpected in common hours."
-Henry David Thoreau
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